@Joker_girl.......I'm growing the chives in my herb garden for your baked potato. First meal I BBQ'ed on my new BBQ was a bacon wrapped fillet....just the right size for me.....& BBQ'ed corn on the cob done in the husks. I know what you mean about the craving for that steak.

I struggle however because I will make the main part of the meal, then work on the veggies & a side & end up eating one part at a time & getting too full to eat the whole dinner...so.....usually eat veggies at one time, main course some other time...& then ICE CREAM most any time I feel like eating something cold & refreshing to enjoy.

There is just no way of getting 3 full meals eaten in one day for me. I figure I will NEVER eat normally. Even when I eat out I can't eat the whole meal & usually keep what can easily become a left over & eat what can't.

Stress & dealing with divorce is taking it's toll......I know why I couldn't deal with the divorce after loosing Destiny & Celia overload in the area of stress & grief would have been even worse than it was.....glad I was wise enough to not be pushed into doing anything until I'm finally feeling a bit stronger emotionally. It's hard to be aware of the emotions