Hey,GT
It is not my intention to make you feel guilty....know that!! As painful as this topic is for me, I will talk about this tragedy if it can help people to understand the aftermath. You are taking a step in the right direction....you are talking to others....keep on
I'm not trying to sound cliche but there really is a light at the end of the tunnel....always keep that in the front of your mind....and I speak from my own experiences with depression...it sucks to be in it...but we have to do some hard work in order to heal....I'm slowly navigating my way through, as are so many others!!
Sending positive energy your way.