I'm going on vacation with my friends and I'm incredibly anxious about my behaviour there.
I've been having an ed for the past 4-5 years and now I'm having both bulima and anorexia, depending on my mood and day.

I don't want to be forced to eat and I don't want to binge and purge either, while with them. This will be kinda difficult though, because my friends have linked having fun to eating like there's no tomorrow...

However, I've told them I'm having an ed, but I was too ashamed to admit I b/p as well, so they just know about the anorexia. They are really supportive, but I'd hate to spoil the fun for them.

I really don't know what to do. Has anyone been in my place? How did you handle it?