That is the thing, about learning to love another. It is about letting your guard down, being vulnerable isn't easy.
That 'in love' part, it's where there can be a blending of the fantasy and reality. And it's about learning to figure out how the other person fits into your life. Many say, there's a difference between being in love and loving another. Unfortunately, there's no clear cut definition.
So, you keep uttering those three little words, but write that you don't mean them?
Insecurities, that's a tough one. On some level or another, even the most confident, self-assured individuals can have little moments of self-doubt. What is it about this relationship, that leaves you feeling insecure?
When you say, you lost your 'cool', what happened??
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Originally Posted by Ms.Beans
For the 1st time in my life I found myself being in love. And I have to say, it's pretty awful. It makes me feel insecure, vulnerable and scared.. Been feeling really paranoid and anxious and not in control..
I said 'I love you' many times.. but never meant it.. and now it's stronger than me.. and I f*%&ing hate it! I don't like strong emotions I can't control..
I lost my 'cool'.. I'm panicking.. I wish I didn't feel this way
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