I suspect you may have some minor self esteem issues. What is bothering you about the idea of breaking up? And I'm not talking about breaking up to "see if it would help", but breaking up to not have him as a boyfriend ANY MORE. Really think about this. Try and get in touch with your anxiety over that idea to figure out what you are afraid of.

I feel like your last post combined with Ham-Bams response is just moving you back to post number 1. Soap operas on T.V. do this perpetually to keep people watching day after day for the resolution. But resolution rarely comes!