Just wanted to say thanks to everyone. The moderators and the folks who sent me messages...the were greatly appreciated. I'm still learning my way around the site and I hope to chat with you all soon. Its a relief to be here, so many people don't understand what its like to be "crazy".

I had to contact my abusive siblings and I've slid into a depression again. After 4 months its over now. I hope I don't have to deal with them again. I will pay to keep them out of my life...I already have.

They refuse to use my business email and have sent personal messages to my home address. These personal messages are hate mail plain and simple. I am not their punching bag . There is no longer any motivation to keep them in my life.
Thanks so much big hugs