She had planned on going with me was extremely excited but I found out there would be a slim chance she could go as soon as I told her that she went into a depressive state then about 3 days later stopped talking to me and she used to text or call every break she got and called when she got off work. The same day she stopped talking to me I was informed by her co worker who knows me through other friends she started talking to a guy on breaks which he found odd cause he knew she loved me knew she called and texted me on breaks but the suddenly stopped and talked to this other guy. with in a week the other guy who knew she was married started calling her his girlfriend spending many evenings together.

She had scheduled an appointment to be seen and diagnosed but she canceled the appointment then a few weeks later left. I started counseling to try and deal with all of this and he did a preliminary diagnosis but cant make it definitive untill he can see her. He has seen the emails between us and texts and explained to me what her triggers seemed to be and opened my eyes up to all of this and explained what is likely going through her mind. He also explained unless something happens to split her and the other guy apart like last time she will most likely divorce me and start the cycle all over with the new guy.