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Originally Posted by SkinnySoul
Being in control of your death is the minimum amount of control one can have.
You sound like you want more of it and I believe you deserve it.
I'm sorry you feel this way, but suicide is not what will give you comfort; control is. Maybe your T can help you regain control over your life.
Take care please... 
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You're right. Suicide won't give me comfort or anything anything. Suicide only takes things away. It would take away the bad things, but it would also take away anything good and the chance of experiencing anything good. It's still a last resort option though for if the good stuff can't outweigh the bad.
I'm currently working on compiling a collection of posts I made to give to my T in Sep so we can talk about them. I'm kinda scared to tell her about a bunch of my feelings so hopefully I can actually give them to her.