i actually have trouble using the bathroom every single time. i sit there and im like "ok. look its ok. no one is watching i promise". if i dont do that i cant use it. i check my behind my shower curtain and in my cabinets everytime before i use the bathroom.

i keep seeing people watching me. standing by my sink and in front of me and the muscles...you know...that let out stuff...the lock up. like if someone was pee shy...

i dont visually see them. its a picture in my mind and its like the people wont go. its like the picture overlays my real visual field my eyes are taking in from reality. sometimes i have to scream "go away! please" for them to leave. a lot. i think like when i pull my pants down they will rape me. all this stuff...

its 4-5 people standing there with their arms crossed. ...and they are all hospital workers.........

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