Hello hope things are going better at this time for you Golden. I hope you find something to do with your time, that you feel will make a difference to you and your life. Looking in the local paper for support groups may help, along with volunteering and school. You may get financial aide for school from your county mental health board or from agencies that provide financial help or job training for mantal health diagnosed people. If you need help finding something in your area feel frr to pm me and I will try to pin down some financial aide for you if you can not find soething that will let you go to school in your area. You will need to give me your city and state if you email in order for me to do the search for financial aide. Take care Sincerely soidhonia