Hello I hope you are feeling better at this time. I am sorry that you are confused and conflicted about your therapist. Your therapist is there to help you and not try to harm you in any way mentally. I do feel that you are not thinking correctly at this time, and you really wanted the therapist to tell you what you were thinking because you need to hear that you are loved and wanted. Perhaps you need to share this information with the therapist in order to let the theraist coach you in how to deal with getting the love and respect you deserve in life in a realistic manner. This may help you wiht your fantasy issues and codependency that you feel on your therapists and mental health managers. I hope the best for you, in your future. I want to leave you a hotlne number to call if you would like to talk to someone in person 1-800-273-TALK. I hope you dont feel alone you are not weird or strange , you just have some issues that you need to work on so that you have a better life emotionally, and know the difference regarding truth and fantasy. Take care sincerely Soidhonia