Hello sorry to hear that you are having a hard time at this time. I hope things get better soon. You are having seperation anxiety I feel that you should talk to your Dr and have the Dr give you something to take if You ever have to leave your daughter again, for the safety of your mentla health. I hope everything goes okay while you are gone try to relax, and try to think positive that you will be home again soon.I want to also leave you the hotline number to call in case you need to talk to someone in person 1-800-273-TALk Take care sincerely Soidhonia