With a vengeance!
Urges are sky high. Haven't SI'd in almost 3 years now. It's that bad tonight hat part of me is trying to talk myself in to it.i don't even care about the guilt that follows any more. Is it really that bad if I do? I guess I'm not recovered after all.
I thought I'd post on here first to see if it changes how I feel
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Lola Olivia ~ 7/11/11 ~ my reason for breathing
Bipolar Affective Disorder type 2 - (2013)
'Borderline traits'
Dissociative episodes