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Old Jul 27, 2013, 08:41 PM
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Thank you, Lynn. We're both in therapy. She goes, she acts like she is okay for the most part, she gets her meds, and then comes home. It's just getting to me. I love hear to death, I would do anything for her, but I have no idea how we're going to make it through the month let alone the year. It's like she is mad at me and my sister sometimes because we're living, and she knows how she is coming off because she constantly asks "Am I still a good mother?"

No one questions her on her bad days. But when I have a bad grief day, she questions me. Why is it bothering me. Clearly she has it the worst.

I am just done. I want to wash my hands of it because I am angry at so many people. I cant be the god damn savior of everyone anymore. Especially when no one cares about me in return. It's too much.
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