I can feel for you I lost my 1st daughter in dec 95 & even though I think about her all the time & her sister who I lost aug 98 I still love this time of year seeing my boys face's when the tree ect goes up is so nice then on Christmas day when they get up to all there presents makes all the pain go away for a little while I still think of my daughters every day but I also thank god for my two wonderful little boys that I was blessed with when I was told I could not have them.

We all hurt at times thats why were all here & here for each other
Take Care over the holidays for some people they can be a very hard time & my heart goes out to all of you who still find it really hard I know how it feels still