Hi grow lithing. I'm agreeing with Sierra here. It might feel like your parent knowing is the worst thing in the world but if you made an attempt its extremely important that you put your health first and reach out for help. Not easy to face, but if you can, you can start towards a path to recovery. Er might also have ideas for finding care in the long run etc

For now also check out this link which has some resources: forums.psychcentral.com/helpme.htm