Thank you. I think I'm fine. I know I need to go to the hospital and I actually kind of want to because I want help so badly. I need someone to help me but I can't get there. My mom will hurt me if I go. She'll cut me off and I won't be able to get home to my T. I'm scared she'll hurt me or kill me again. I can't tell her about this and she'd have to know. She can't know. She'll never stop making fun of me.