I've been finding this to be a somewhat common thing for me to do, but when I decide to be at a certain place at a time, I will wake up on the day I'm supposed to go and have extreme worry about it, such as what time to leave (I don't have a car, so I rely on walking and public transportation), how I'm going to get there, etc. It has caused me to miss hanging out with people and going to walk-in meetings with academic counselors. I really don't like it, especially since I'll be perfectly fine thinking about going and planning it out days before the supposed event, but when I wake up the morning I'm supposed to go, I feel paralyzed and can't get out of bed. When I do get out of bed, though, I can still manage to somehow talk myself out of these things, even if I was looking forward to it just yesterday.

I'm sick of this cropping up and delaying and even preventing me from going places and doing things I want to do.