Hello I hope things get better for you. You are probably exhausted from all of the stress, that you are going through. I hope that you tak to your therapist (if you have one) about how you are feeling and the fact that you are becoming overwhelmed physically and mentally. Can you get help to help youat this time? It sounds like you need a break from all of the stress, and a rest. I am going to leave the hotline number for you to call if you need to call and talk to someone at this time. 1-800-273-TALK. I hope you feel better soon.
take care Soidhonia