I'm not doing well, of course, but the good news is, this doesn't seem to be sending me into any sort of psychiatric crisis. Anxiety is through the roof, but I'm dealing with that by using my 'stash' of PRN Ativan, only using a half-milligram when I feel it spiraling out of control. Pdoc is aware (and was himself devastated when I gave him the news) and OK with my using the Ativan when I need it.