Hi growlithing. I've been following this thread, and I just wanted to say hang in there. I'm so sorry for everything you're going through right now.

I did have one question, which struck me while reading this: Why are you not able to contact your T during those five weeks? I understand you're in school, and it sounds like your T works for/is affiliated with your school, but if she knew how much you were really struggling and had made a SUI attempt, I think she would rather you contact her than lose you. Is she on vacation or does she not work during those 5 weeks?

If she is still working, I am just wondering why you can't contact her, if you are in such serious pain, I really think she would prefer to know rather than risk losing you.

Hugs