I have had over 10 near death experiences in my whole life. I had 3 seizures in the hospital and the nurse told me i was pronounced dead 3 times, i don't remember it or the seizures, i'm just happy to be alive now. I was also in about 5 different car accidents, one of which i was crossing the street not in a car but was hit head on by a huge van. I am still afraid to die and think about it all the time, so all i do is pray when it gets really bad.