I'm sorry you're suffering with chronic pain and this addiction. Many people are suffering with oxycontin addictions. We had 2 members on my husbands side who were addicted. Have you spoke to your doctor about different rheumatoid treatment options? Maybe consider a pain patch because this would spare liver damage. My concern with pain killer addiction is this can lead to decreased breathing at night and liver damage. You're brave for admitting this and do speak with your doctor to find alternatives.