Dear Wisewoman,
Thanks for your reply. I came to this site searching for something to help me deal with Susan's life and death.
She was an extreme BPD sufferer who was cruel and abusive to all of us who loved her. I'm still so hurt over how she treated me that I'm unable to process her death yet. it's hard to remember the sweet little sister whose hand I held until she fell asleep when she was small. She's left an 18 yr. old daughter who had never been to a funeral much less had to see her Mother's dead body. Because Susan hated us all, she tried to make her daughter feel the same so she is struggling with how to relate to all of us who just want to love her. So sad. It has helped me to read postings from other BPD sufferers who are trying so
hard to be aware of their disease behaviors that are hurtful
so that they can prevent hurting others. I don't know why but it makes me feel better. i'm so proud of and for them.
They don't realize how I wish Susan would have done that
for her family. She hurt my parents terribly. They never quit
trying to help her and she just trashed them relentlessly.
I just don't understand intentional cruelty. Her meanness
haunts me. Thanks for listening.
Annie