Frankly, it sounds more like a personality disorder than it does Bipolar illness type II, unless you could possibly be an ultradian bipolar (very rapid cycles, within minutes or hours of each other).

It really doesn't sound like bipolar I unless you are experiencing manic,
psychotic episodes. You've mentioned bipolar I and II; which one is the official
diagnosis? No discussion of mixed or ultradian cycling?

Very strange situation in my view.