I woke up at 8 am this morning but went back to sleep till 10am and inbetween that time I dreamt about my FOO.... nothing in the dreams were bad... or even sad for that matter...

I woke up so ANGRY... and CRANKY.... and I just wanted to PUNCH something... so my H was so kind as to cover himself with pillows and told me to have at it... First it felt so good to release that built up anger and it felt good to tell H what I was feeling and he took it at face value and didn't try to understand it (cause logically I couldn't explain it) and best of all didn't try to "make me happy" or "fix it"... my H said he thinks I should take up boxing or kickboxing... I think I definitely have some repressed anger inside me...felt good to let just a little out even if I don't know who or what I was angry with.