Hi I have had a fetish for guys socked feet since an early age of 6, Im now over 50 and have enjoyed many encounters well over 40 sniffing the socked feet of many str8 males...During my childhood days I was subject to many senseless bare naked thrashings by my father and his belt, and when that wasn't happening I was left alot on my own or under his big manly black socked feet with session of sniffing his socks lasted up to an hour or so each time...The thrashings in my view gave me a very false sense of affection and security of wanting to be with another person, as I never liked to be touched, cuddled or close to anyone...unless it was a dominant male figure that would like to have his socks sniffed...Only after the sock sniffing session would end, I would masterbate over his foot being firmly placed in my face and through memory the smell of his sock. This has had an profound effect on me, as I don't know who I really am. I don't have sex with men or women, just the memory of a socked foot... Am I str8, bi or Gay...I don't think Im any...All I know is, it has left me a very lonely person in a world where most guys/people find this to be unacceptable as the challenge of finding other men that would share a moment with me becomes fewer the older I get...I have become in my mind very depressed knowing my life has become nothing more than a person having to exist...