I told myself if the cravings didn't subside a little by today that I could bite. Then I woke up this morning and the cravings had eased up. Now I"m mad at myself because I sorta wish they were still bad so I could bite and get it over with.
I don't have to worry so much about the opening my mouth part though. I've been burning up all day and all I want to do is throw up... (i.e now I'm sick to top off all this stress plus homework and finals). Everytime I open my mouth it feels like I'm going to vomit.. even though I've been able to eat and keep it down still.
Ugh... so frustrating.
Thanks for the support guys. I really need it right now.
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God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.
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