You have us. You are not alone. Like George said-- join a chat room. I feel shy to go into chat rooms because I really haven't got much to say but in the support chat i was able to join and it cheered me right up. Everyone was so accepting. My main problem was keeping up with the various people and ideas! You should try it. Plus you must know about all the social clubs. They are really wonderful with great people who will never put you down.
I hope you feel better soon.