***Trigger warning: sex***


I've been in therapy for a long time. I'm finishing it now. I've skipped over the fact that I was having cybersex with much older men from age 13 for about a decade. Does it matter? I feel shame/guilt around it but think I may be growing out of those feelings. I have stopped the behaviors, but at points in the past they were taking up whole afternoons and/or evenings for multiple days in a row at time. Is this a typical experience for a teen? I'm still confused about my sexuality and worry these interactions may have shaped it. However, I feel like I'm moving in a positive direction and wonder if it's anything necessary to talk about. Does it matter if that is a secret? Is that a normal secret to have? This is the only thing left to talk about in therapy, and I don't know if I ought to bring it up or not.