I am 34 years old I'm mostly a loner. Mostly unemployed too, although I have worked a few years, and done some temp work.

Tomorrow is my 35th birthday and maybe it's because of this that I am contemplating life, and I feel that I have nothing left to achieve and that my work on this planet is done.

I managed a brief relationship recently and that ended. I feel that I have nothing left to achieve now.

Anyone else get like this? I won't suicide because I don't have it in me to do that, but I think about it a lot. I just wish I would die in my sleep or something.

I don't feel depressed by the way, just want out of here.