tabby, i am really happy that you are working on getting better. you should be very proud of yourself. i really appreciate your kind words. i saw the new pdoc today for the first time. he gave me seroquel, ativan and lexapro. he said that i am experiencing major depression, anxiety and psychosis. he said that with the new meds i should see an improvement by x-mas. i surely hope so for the sake of my family.