Most of the time peoples' plans don't go as expected. If you have planned something time ago and now you are not where you wanted to be, it's just a different direction, not a failure. You certainly have good points in your life and in yourself. Even though sometimes jealousy may overcome us when we think about others' "success stories", the reality is, that no one has an easy life. Some may have no problems having fun or having money, but they suffer from other problems you don't know about. Something you have, they may be jealous about, but you just don't appreciate what you have and that's the difference. Not that you have to, if you don't want to, but why not to accept what you are and what you have. Your life is yours, their life is theirs, just cross a line there in your head.

I suffer anxiety through jealousy and thinking I'm worthless compared to others, but the thing is, you always win if you can stop comparing.