I've never really been afraid of death until recently. I was always afraid of having to keep living after I couldn't take care of myself. Recently, though, I have a massive blood clot and faced with the fact that I could suddenly die. And it scared me. Now I'm scared of both living and dying. I'm not sure which scares me worse. I'm still not out of the woods on the blood clot so I'm still scared about it. I have faith in life after death, but it doesn't seem to be easing my fear. I think I fear most leaving the ones I love. Hope you find a way to get past your fear. I hope we all do.
Gayle