I have extreme anxiety when it comes to washing dishes with my hands leaves me almost completely unable to do so. The first and only time I tried to wash dishes my sister made me do it when I was in middle school and I literally broke down crying and had a full panic attack. The idea of nasty bits of food particles floating around in the dishwater sickens me and turns my stomach. I can wash small dishes without food waste on it (or something small like bread crumbs) but yeah washing the more dirty stuff is where I have a serious problem. I still live with my parents right now so I don't have to worry about dishes but whenever I move out a problem might persist.