I have severe OCD, and I am going through an eviction with my boyfriend, where the landlady wants us to do some things that I really can't handle with my OCD. I am going to talk to a lawyer about my rights, but my boyfriend and my mother don't want me to. My boyfriend doesn't want to start trouble, and my mom has always avoided starting trouble, but what's the point of having rights if you never use them? If the lawyer can't help, I'm going to shut up and just let them do whatever they want, even if it means I'll lose stuff I own and will suffer like hell for it. Everyone makes me feel guilty and makes me feel stupid (like my mom saying, "Why did you have to go and sign it?" about me signing the agreement for these conditions the landlady wants, but my boyfriend pressured me to sign it before he left for Thanksgiving vacation, even though I wanted time to think about it.) I feel like I'm damned if I do, damned if I don't.

OCD is a real lifesucker.