I recently split with the father of my child a few months ago as things were very rocky. Id also had trust issues from finding multiple messages to other girls from him which broke my heart.

We have decided to give it another go. But things have changed. I cannot imagine myself spending the rest of my life with him, as i dont think that trust will ever come back.

Ive developed a complex for him touching me. Hugs, squeezes, even the lightest touch when he brushed past me i hate it, and i dont want him touching me without my permission. Im still sexually active with him, but its with my permission and on my terms. Even sleeping next to him and i can feel his body heat is becoming extremely difficult for me. Ive never had this problem before - with anyone, so why now? Is it because of the lack of trust? I dont get it.