Well. the 26 year old asked me if I wanted to go to a show with her wednesday night. I'm gonna go. I'm excited but also really nervous. I really don't like going to shows anymore for anxiety reasons, but I know that if I try and come up with some excuse and say I can't and maybe another time, it won't happen. ever. I've learned from past experiences, when you get an opportunity, you TAKE it, because it will NEVER come up again (with that girl). so yeah, I'm not looking forward to the show part, but I am very excited about seeing her.