Hi
The thing that depresses me most is that I am now living with my mom who suddenly became disabled, she needs a lot of help and we do not know exactly what is going on with her yet. I am disabled myself, came back to my country to take care of my health and I cannot do it because of all the work here at home. We live with my brother who does not work and most of the time does not cooperate but creates additional problems. I feel trapped. I have found some temporary help and solutions and I am managing it, but it is not enough and I feel I will fall apart any moment.
About you and your apparent lack of ability to travel, sorry not to be prudent but I would like to tell you this: you can travel. I have traveled myself a lot, I am severely disabled. I have seen a lot of people during my trips and journeys overseas, all type of people, and, again, you can travel. My brother, who is less intelligent than you travelled and lived overseas, as well. he does not speak English, he has a lot of problems, he was fired many times, and even with all this, he survived. What would you like to do overseas?