Boopers and everyone, I got my meds back yesterday. Started again everything and took 3 pain pills throughout the day. I am feeling better emotionally and physically. Knock on wood, I appear to be out of the back pain for now. I am really sleepy because I went back on the other meds as prescribed and because my body went through a lot in 3.5 days. I also took a flexeril last night and slept like a baby. I am scheduled for pain clinic on Jan 8th and I am sched for PT to start friday.

I do not know what if anything will happen with this doc, I have had a trust broken and that is difficult.

I am disappointed that I hurt myself in a ptsd reaction and I am ready to deal with the pain differently. I will be devoting a lot of energy to P.T.

Thanks everyone.