What's really happened, in my view, is that Gracez has withdrawn her emotions from
her life. She needs to recover them.

Indifference is actually the opposite of love, not hate. To regain her passion for
life, Gracez might want to start by reading some of the lives of the saints as one
way to learn how the emotions need to be restored.

I really do hope she will achieve a happier state of inner feeling.

I wonder, Gracez, if there have been traumatic events in your life that caused you
to withdraw your emotions? If so, a little psychotherapy might be the thing that
will bring back your emotions more strongly than ever.