It started about a year ago. I started classes and I met a guy and our friendship started from there and it was a normal friendship. In December he got his foot amputated. He lived with a grandma, he was 18 and I was 19 at the time. So I spent more and more time with him until I just moved in. It was bad we drank and did many other things I had never done in my life. We watched movies together and soon I started feeling more for him. It killed me and ate me up inside. One night I was in the shower thinking about it and I broke down. When I was done I told him every thing, the way I felt. It for me was a bad night I got my first kiss from him and came out for him saying I am bisexual. after that night he never looked at me the same way. This night happened in late March. I still can't get over him I see him almost every day and I still consider him my best friend. I tried to say something to him about 2 weeks ago say I'm not over how I feel about him and all he said is "what do you want me to do about it." I feel worse. I still love him I don't know what to do but I still want to see him and be friends.