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Originally Posted by FeelTheBurn
Do what you can, growlithing. Know that, if she does cut you off, you will survive it, as many have before you. It might be difficult, but you will find a way. And that she'll be doing you a favor in the long run.
We're all here for you. Keep in touch. Take good care of yourself, eat right, take walks, whatever is best for you. And remember--you own your life. No one can take that away from you.  |
I know it would be better for me in the long run, and I also kinda know that she won't do it because if she did, she'd lose all control of me because the second I can get away from her, I'm gone and I'm changing all of my contact info/blocking her email from the accounts I can't delete. But it still always scares me that she will even after all of the times she's said that and then did nothing. I know she's just trying to manipulate me. I'm just scared that she will because she's so unpredictable. I called her while I was away and she told me that I was an ungrateful waste of money and then yesterday she was all "oh I missed you so much" and now she's threatening me with an extreme amount of debt because I couldn't possibly reapply for financial aid before tuition is due on Monday. I just wish she'd pick an attitude and stay with it and to be frank, I don't really care which one at this point.
Thanks for your support. It really helps me feel just a little bit less alone.