I definently understand, have been dealing with the VA. for 7 years for ptsd, mdd w/ psychosis, and of course the big one. The famous we can't fix it, personality disorder.
during my treatment for ptsd, my t moved to maine and I was suppose to see another t, as per his recommendation. What occurred was, the one on one therapy stopped and I was thrown into large groups sessions which aggrievated my symptoms and have made things worse. Because the meds and group therapy was not helping w/ the ptsd, I have now been forced to endure a once weekly small mens group for a personality disorder. Is there any truth to psychiatry? I would really wonder, it seems the VA has done this for one specific reason.... No compensation and or treatment, and here buddy, here is your sign, go stand on the street corner!
Seek out a professional, because there are way to many narcissist idiots out their
calling themselves psychiatrist...Just my opinion, mark