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Originally Posted by middlepath
Your son's eyes are kind. I am so sorry your heart is broken and that your husband is treating you in a less than respectful way. I wonder if you are his only "safe" place to explode from his broken heart...not that it makes it ok, i am just wondering if his combativeness is simply grief. Hang tight...your new T should be able to get in there and help you sift through things. Keep enough strength held back to get your self to that appointment and make sure you have a few things written down so that you can make the most of the time you spend. Well wishes for your heart to find a reason that makes life worth living.
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Yes, Jason was a kind, loving, talented, bright but tortured soul.
I so wish I could have helped him see how worthwhile and loved he was. My mom committed suicide when I was 22. She was a polio survivor, alcoholic and had depression. From a early age,being the only girl, I sensed my mother's pain. A few months before she died I convinced her to get help. Ultimately it was the antidepressants that killed her. I see know how much she was like Jason. Smart,funny, talented, but she too was a tortured soul. I could not save her either. On earth she never knew Jason.
I hope now in heaven they have met, that image helps me some.
You are all such loving and kind people. Your words help me more than you could ever know. Thank you
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JASON 8/17/1985 to 1/03/2013
I miss you sweetheart