I want you to know I have for the last few months felt the same. I am almost like a robot. I feel that I must just carry on until my time is up and I am simply existing, for now. I ask for nothing, dream about nothing, want nothing. Its a little like how a sad working animal would feel or some elderly persons, they no longer have aspirations just pass each day by and without worrying wait for it to be over. I feel like Im waiting, just waiting. My only concern is my amazing animal companion, my cat who is some kind of angel.