when I first started therapy I was completely fine with talking about my eating disorder. 2 years into it I refuse to talk about it at all with my therapist. Whether she brings it up or I inadvertently bring it up it quickly becomes me being silent or avoiding it all together. I literally ignore when it is mentioned. I don't understand because I trust her so much yet as time goes on I refuse to deal with it. it really hasn't gotten worse but I don't understand what the hell is going on. why would I be completely willing to talk about it in beginning but not now? Any ideas would be really helpful. thank you