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Originally Posted by jaynedough
If I'd been a better daughter, maybe my parents would have found reasons to live. Sometimes, I think my mom faked her death just to get away from me. .
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Oh please don't think that way. You have absolutely no reason to. Your parents died from natural causes and things were beyond your control. Their deaths were not your fault at all. As for your disorder, you did not ask to have it so please don't blame yourself for anything. As for you performing CPR on your father you were truly awesome and proactive. I found my mother and I did not even think to do it. I wish I had.