Sometimes, I feel really guilty after I cut myself and I want to talk to someone. Sometimes, I feel scared that I'm falling into a pattern and I want to talk to someone. I've always considered "wanting attention" to be cutting yourself for the sole purpose of getting people to worry about you and console you. I also don't think that we should look down on people who self harm because of their reasoning behind it. It is a problem whether you are doing it out of a desperate cry for attention and it is a problem when you do it to relieve emotional pain.

I talk to my T or strangers online. I really think you should tell your T. How can s/he help you without knowing the full story?