The thing that depresses me most:
After a kid in my high school killed himself my mom said "it's really sad, because nothing is ever that bad that they need to kill themselves. An adult should have told them there is always a way out". That was two years ago...
But I know that there really is no way out. I can do whatever I want during the summer, but when schools starts I'll go crazy. I either go to school like a normal kid, do online schooling two years ahead of me, or switch to a new school(that won't solve the problem). I can't solve the problem. I just need a teacher to take time to give me a bit harder work, an independent project, or at least a computer to type on. I can't wait to get out of highschool because by the time I'm old enough I've probably assaulted a teacher. Or I've killed myself. There is no way I can survive school without getting into trouble. Everyone is sick of me starving myself and crying about everything. I'm even sick of me.